Christmas. It was much better time when Santa and Jesus were real.
To be perfectly honest, when I was religious I didn't really believe in god. It was a great refuge to deal with the budding aspect of my sexuality when I realized I wanted to sex men as much as I wanted to sex women.
I've given up and become married to my work. One time I was reading journal articles in bed and realized the pile was spread out next to me and sort of resembled a person - and that there was no person Id rather have next to me in bed than my science-article-person. It was that moment I realized I'm a lost cause.
"I've been single for awhile and I have to say, it's going very well. Like... it's working out. I think I'm the one." Emily Heller.